Sunday, September 11, 2005

just once

i was recently experiencing many high moments in my life. everything was almost too good to be true. i was happy.. i still am somehow rather... yesterday, and today.. am having a break down. i made a mistake. i did something wrong and im feeling really bad. i am a perfectionist. and i try to make sure that everything goes on the way its supposed to be. but somehow rather i let one thing slip off. and i hate this feeling. what do i do, when saying sorry is not enough?

and so i bravely wake up to smell the beauty of this sunday morning. hoping that things will be okay. for i have been given a gift, a flower to cherish in my life and at this moment in my life i want to hold on to it.

i must slap this face of mine to have allowed such a thing to happen. i am now scared and i have no idea what to do. hope is all i have.. if there were no hopes.. yes the heart would die..

4 Comments:

Blogger Tenno Miyake said...

Hmm..

When saying sorry is not enough then forget it.

Be tougher to yourself and everyone else. Do not let the softer part of yourself to take control over what you have done wrong.

Mistake is mistake. Learn from it.

-Izham/Tenno-
My Blog

4:12 PM  
Blogger Johan said...

not really comenting about ur blog..

yesterday i met a friend named julie...at a chinese shop in SS2
i had her phone number...but lost it....

nways if u are that julie...do mail me.. johanac79@yahoo.com

1:04 AM  
Blogger juliana said...

sorry johan.. it wasn't me.. :)

and to tenno.. thank u :)

9:23 PM  
Blogger juliana said...

wait a minute johan.. i can't remember.. did i see u?? is it me? how does ur friend look like?

9:24 PM  

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