is it half empty or half full?

i am trying to draw a fine line between being selfish and just being responsible in making myself happy.

i would love to go away to another place, another city, another town, another country... not for long.. just a for awhile.. to gain more knowledge, and fill up my so called ' experience bank '

i am saving money to buy an ibook

i admire people and friends, who have the strength to follow their heart and make the impossible , possible

i am touched by those who gives and gives and expect nothing in return, loving wholeheartedly.

i like to see couples in love.

i am happy for my friends that are happily married.

i wonder why some people out there.. think or act like alien[s] on a totally different planet.

i cannot understand myself sometimes.

i wish to be independant.

i pray that i make the best decisions as there is no right or wrong for me.

i get lost in my thoughts at times.-- [most times]

i am going to sleep ... zzzZZZzzzz