Wednesday, September 27, 2006

where do i go from here

what exactly is a blog?im too lazy to google it up and im sure some one can tell me what it means or literally means. well anyway its seems like its been ages that i've posted anything. even im bored with my page. can my life be thatempty? empty enough for me not to have written down anything? no.. i dont think so..actually no.. i have just not been acknowledging it.. so now here i begin...

late august -- went to singapore .. to audition for 5 takes.. where gladly to be there but sadly to not make it to the final 5.. but as jade maravillas my room mate from manilla, phillipines said.. we had great chance to have fun, met a lot of great people and ...i of course ended up shopping ! so what happened was that.. they had gathered about 36 participants to audition for the programme and they were flown in from malaysia, taiwan, indonesia, phillipines, australia. and you guys should watch out for the final 5 takes - USA

upon arrival back to kl where i headed of to sekeping serendah for a barbeque amongst friends.. indeed the retreat was definitely a treat :)
and of course.. when september came.. it was my reason to celebrate!!! :) a chance to have my darling nephews blow out my 26 candles for me :) for friends and loved ones to gather and meet. a million laughters and a zillion smiles .

To think, when one is no longer young, when one is not yet old, that one is no longer young, that one is not yet old, that is perhaps something -Samuel Beckett


and then.. it was time to focus it all out.. on ming jin's work. his latest feature film the history of pink elephants. where i play the role of leana.

many have said.. juliana.. update your blog. and i said i dont know what to write.. and they said.. write what you always write about.. you write about love and life.. and love and life.. and love..

just how much love can i write about? too much..not much? never too much... just about enough to love and be loved..

if love is blind, if love's a drug,
it always is, it always was
and love was surely made for fools like me
I did, I can, I was, I am
only human, living, dying
just like any fool who ever breathed

maybe it's the sanest thing
or just the sweetest kind of dream
but love was surely made for fools
love was surely made for fools,
love was surely made for fools like me

- lisa loeb -

11 Comments:

Blogger Idham said...

:)
lovely blog...obviously comes from a romantic heart...

salam perkenalan from a first time visitor.

:) selamat berpuasa.

idham

6:32 AM  
Blogger mineral said...

hi...
love to c the retreat.. well i have design one before..

nice blog.. how loving ur nephew n friend among u...
appreciate them... u r so lovely.

2:55 PM  
Blogger juliana said...

idham -- my romantic heart can be quite stubborn and stone cold at times.. my 'dont wanna get hurt' and 'i wanna have a pain free life' doesnt seem to be working :) thanks for dropping by.. drop by more often yeah.. and i hope i'll make your visit more worth while as the day passes by...

mineral -- http://www.serendah.com/ take a look and check it out :)

3:34 PM  
Blogger me,myself n all around da world said...

hi juliana...dah lama xdtg sini means since couple months ago.act i'd been here(ur blog)twice b4.i.but sengaja tak tinggal jejak,hehe... got ur url from mmail.

nice story...n slm perkenalan too.im shah,i'd watched ur program "hulla la",u host in that,isn't.program tu dah abis eh??apsal siarkan late nite show,for sure ramai org xperasan program tu...

12:10 PM  
Anonymous the Razzler said...

Hi! Juliana

Been visiting your Blog quite often .. am a regular at Kak Min's Blog.

Keep it up .. & take care :)

3:18 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

With a year wiser, we hope you'd have...
The serenity to accept what cannot be changed...
The audacity to change what cannot be accepted...and
The insight to know the difference.

Love,
The devil who wears prada and still loves her yeo's cincau :)

6:15 AM  
Blogger juliana said...

me, myself -- oh mu lala lah :)

the razzler -- nice for you to drop by.. come by some more yeah :)

the devil wears prada-- :) love to you! andreah or emily? :) or G****I* :)

5:35 PM  
Blogger highheelseliparjepun said...

Hi there..baru tahu u ada blog..terjumpa dlm majalah 'SURF'..
First saw u dlm 'Show Me the Money',and dlm Impian Ilyana..n now Realiti..
Tau u aktif teater..selalu nampak dlm KLUE.
Selalu refer u as 'Cute Ju'..hehe..

11:18 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Happy 26th birthday... sometimes not having things to write is not necessarily a bad thing; life just can't be boiled down to words sometimes... the more you try to describe it, the more indescribable it becomes. That's when you move from the illusion of safety and control that words give us to the edgy sense of boundless dimensions that life in its natural state of Being can terrify us into acknowledging. There's only so much that you can mould and form before you begin to realize that someBody else is actually doing the moulding... We think we are writing the novel of our lives when in fact we are just players and characters in the Grand Novelist's masterpiece. Anyway, I think you write very well about the complexities of your life precisely because you are not afraid of exposing your vulnerabilities and anxieties without trying to grasp for concrete answers. Perhaps there are NONE...

J.T. Edwards

9:50 PM  
Anonymous juliana said...

highheelseliparjepun :) u cute too!!

thanks jt.. that means a lot..
and i do believe sometimes all we do is try to find an answer.. so that we can either be right or wrong.. and perhaps there are none.. since... there is really no right or wrong... just whats the best possible choice for that moment.. hmm :)

11:35 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey my roomie! :) glad to see you in cyberland. stumbled upon a site linking to this... damn you're a huge star, eh? :-O hoping to see you in KL soon, i'm off to sydney next week and meeting up with the aussies there, we're having a party to celebrate the first episode of 5takes. have you seen the plugs on tv? - jade

12:15 AM  

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