Monday, March 20, 2006

happy shiny people holding hands

wow.. i was going through my blog. and as i was reading it.. i smiled to myself. such an emotional drama queen i was.. guess i still am :) there were days where i doubted myself, there were days when i went crazy, days when things got crappy and days that really made my day.

and throughout those days.. i did well, i had fun, made mistakes.. made some more mistakes.. but the best part i guess is taking a step to learn from all those mistakes in the past and therefore create great experiences and being a better 'me' . that's life for me.. falling down.. and getting back on my feet and doing whatever it takes to always be on my feet. all in all .. i just wanted to be sure that i was always happy...

but someone told me before... 'that the beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are but on how happy others can be because of you'. and that i believe... works best for me.

to see happiness on the faces of a loved one, family and friends... is all that i yearn for.. each and everyday of my life... until the end of time. and im very lucky it goes both ways :)


a song by maliq and d'essentials. so i fell in love with this song and this band thanks to aman :)

Sunday, March 19, 2006

spice up ur life with havaianas

wow.. it was a rather busy week.. yet kinda fulfilling.. had shoot everyday and went to camp5 on wednesday. hope to go again tomorrow. i've been attending the climbing clinic before every tuesdays and thursdays. but we're done with the clinic and so i havent been climbing as often as id like to :)

the anugerah sri angkasa was just like what u probably saw on tv. however, me had the chance to grace the red carpet thanks to daphne better known as daphne iking :)

went to one utama today and was lucky enough to get 2 movie tickets for underworld:evolution .. how gruesome that was.. do not attempt to catch the movie after eating a huge serving of spaghetti and meat balls.. yet an empty stomach might make u sick just as well...

last day of matta fair tomorrow .. and just like every other year.. i did not go. i make it a point to tell my self.. that when the travel fair is here.. im gonna get myself a good deal... but every year.. since the year i decided i would enjoy travelling... id always miss the travel fair.. matta fair.. mas fair.. mayfair.. my fair lady :)

and to the anonymous 'a'..... i am so sorry that i had not read ur comment much much earlier.. i would have given u a call right away.. but its kinda late right now.. just wanted u to know.. that u need not worry :) thank you i am okay... may the production come true .. even if it doesnt.. i would like to say that i am very much honoured to have taken the role of eliza doolittle :)

hope that everyone is having a greattttttttttttttt weekend!! :)

p/s : visit

Thursday, March 16, 2006

if its magic - stevie wonder

may we grow old together and keep the magic alive....

If it's magic...
Then why can't it be everlasting
Like the sun that always shines
Like the poets in this rhyme
Like the galaxies in time

If it's pleasing...
Then why can't it be never leaving
Like the day that never fails
Like on seashores there are shells
Like the time that always tells

It holds the key to every heart
Throughout the universe
It fills you up without a bite
And quenches every thirst

If it's special
Then with it why aren't we as careful
As making sure we dress in style
Posing pictures with a smile
Keeping danger from a child

It holds the key to every heart
Throughout the universe
It fills you up without a bite
And quenches every thirst

If it's magic...
Why can't we make it everlasting
Like the lifetime of the sun
It will leave no heart undone
For there's enough for everyone

Friday, March 03, 2006

wake up ms juliana and smell the coffee

im trying to figure out why i make a lot of drama in my life :) sometimes i laugh to myself.. and sometimes i cry myself to sleep. i like to imagine that life is made of strawberries and cream. i like to imagine that the people in my life are touched and glad that i try to make their life a cupful of strawberries and cream too.

okay.. im probably talking in a language that not many can understand.. but that's just me.

my manager called me a couple of days ago. putting my name on the list as one of the talents for a cooking and travel show on discovery channel. discovery channel.. that's like a dream come true. i was ssssoooo excited i just couldnt sit still :) anyway i hope my voice gets better soon. so that i can do my very best during the audition. i have a nother audition tomorrow at tv3 to host a talent show. later then i should be going of with shegar to find a nice piece of material to make a dress for the anugerah sri angkasa this coming 10th of march. i never spoke of shegar before.. to be honest i wouldnt know what i would do if i didnt have shegar around.

i met shegar i think 2 years back while doing a stage production. for many of you who's worked with shegar.. u'd know that shegar was sent straight down from heaven.and for you who dont, he's a trained interior designer, done stage designs, styling for video clips, image making, and most importantly my personal stylist :)

i believe i spend too much time worrying about the unnecessary when i have so much in my life to make it more than a cupful of strawberries and cream.

so tonite im going to get myself a good nite sleep.

p/s : can anyone tell me how to put pictures in here? thankss :)

Thursday, March 02, 2006

no logical explanation

i am sick and i've lost my voice. no where to turn to but my blog. a place i sort of have forgotten. what kind of an idiot could forget such a thing? :) oh well..

the past few weeks have been crazy. my dad got admitted to the hospital bout 2 weeks back. suffered from a heart attack. i was on my way back home past midnite when i got a phone call from him .. he said.." i am sick.. can u come home" i rushed like crazy and when i got home his car wasnt there. my maid had told me that my mom took my dad to the hospital.. it was a panic attack for me. tears were just falling, called my sister.. she called my mom.. mom said.. dad had a heart attack. we[me, my brother and my sister] rushed to the hospital my dad was in the ambulance. i sat next to him. at that time.. the only thought on my mind " i could lose the one and only man in my life who would love me unconditionally " he looked at me .. emotionless.. with the oxygen mask on his face.. i trembled inside...

that was real drama for me.. he is recovering slowly... but surely.. and i thank God for that. i guess its true.. you never know how much u'd love a person.. till one day.. when they're no longer there.. i'm so lucky.. to still have my dad around.. and have the chance to show him just how much i do love him.. with all my heart.

and in my life.. with the love that surrounds me.. i know now.. that it can come and it can go with a blink of an eye. and most importantly.. its not just death that takes it away.. one million possible reasons. how important it is we treasure what we have..